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Zwischen Selbstzweifel und Schreibliebe - Warum ich Schreiben manchmal hasse?

»THE WORST ENEMY TO CREATIVITY IS SELF DOUBT«

𝚉𝚠𝚎𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚗. 𝙾𝚌𝚑 𝚔𝚊𝚗𝚗 𝚎𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚝 𝚜𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚗,

𝚠𝚒𝚎 𝚘𝚏𝚝 𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚋𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚐𝚎𝚣𝚠𝚎𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚋𝚎.

𝙾𝚗𝚜𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚖 𝚃𝚊𝚐,

𝚊𝚗 𝚍𝚎𝚖 𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚣𝚞𝚖 𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚗 đ™ŒđšŠđš• 𝚖𝚎𝚒𝚗 đ™ŒđšŠđš—đšžđšœđšŒđš›đš’đš™đš 𝚟𝚘𝚗 𝐃𝐀𝐗 đšđšŽđš˜Ìˆđšđšđš—đšŽđš 𝚑𝚊𝚋𝚎. 𝚂𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚐𝚕𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚒𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚌𝚑. 𝚂𝚎𝚕𝚋𝚜𝚝𝚣𝚠𝚎𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚕. 𝙳𝚊 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚕𝚎 đ™”đš›đšŠđšđšŽđš—,

𝚍𝚒𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚒𝚖 𝚂𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚋𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚣𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚝.

𝙰𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚖 𝚟𝚘𝚛𝚊𝚗, 𝚍𝚒𝚎 đš’đš–đš–đšŽđš›đš đšŠÌˆđš‘đš›đšŽđš—đšđšŽ đ™”đš›đšŠđšđšŽ:

"𝚂𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚋𝚎 𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚐𝚞𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚞𝚗𝚐?"


𝙳𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚒 𝚐𝚎𝚑𝚝 𝚎𝚜 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚞𝚖 𝚊𝚖 𝙮𝚗𝚍𝚎 đšžÌˆđš‹đšŽđš›đš‘đšŠđšžđš™đš 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚝.

𝚅𝚘𝚛 𝚎𝚒𝚗 𝚙𝚊𝚊𝚛 𝚃𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚒𝚛 𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚎 đ™œđš˜đšđš’đšŁđš‘đšŽđšđšđšŽ 𝚒𝚗 𝚍𝚒𝚎 đ™·đšŠÌˆđš—đšđšŽ 𝚐𝚎𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗.

đš†đš˜Ìˆđš›đšđšŽđš› đš•đšŠÌˆđš—đšđšœđš 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚛 đ™¶đšŽđšœđšŒđš‘đš’đšŒđš‘đšđšŽđš—,

𝚗𝚒𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚋𝚎𝚗 𝚟𝚘𝚗 𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚛 đ™»đšŽđš—đšŠ 𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗 𝚉𝚎𝚒𝚝.

𝙳𝚒𝚎 đš“đšžÌˆđš—đšđšœđšđšŽ 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚖𝚖𝚝 𝚊𝚞𝚜 đŸžđŸ¶đŸ¶đŸŸ. đ™œđš˜đšŒđš‘ 𝚑𝚎𝚞𝚝𝚎 𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚖𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚗, 𝚠𝚒𝚎 𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚔𝚞𝚛𝚣 𝚗𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚖𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚖 𝟿. đ™¶đšŽđš‹đšžđš›đšđšœđšđšŠđš 𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚃𝚛𝚊𝚞𝚖 𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎, 𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚣𝚞 𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝙾𝚍𝚎𝚎 đšđšžÌˆđš› 𝚍𝚒𝚎 đ™¶đšŽđšœđšŒđš‘đš’đšŒđš‘đšđšŽ 𝚋𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚝𝚎. 𝙰𝚗𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚋 𝚒𝚌𝚑 đŸș 𝚂𝚌𝚑𝚞𝚕𝚑𝚎𝚏𝚝𝚎 𝚟𝚘𝚕𝚕. 𝚂𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚞𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚖 𝙳𝚎𝚞𝚝𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚑𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚎𝚒𝚗 𝚙𝚊𝚊𝚛 𝚂𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚞𝚝𝚣𝚝𝚎 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚊𝚜 𝙿𝚊𝚙𝚒𝚎𝚛, 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚒𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚍𝚒𝚎 đ™·đšŠÌˆđš—đšđšŽ 𝚏𝚒𝚎𝚕.

đ™Ÿđš‘đš—đšŽ 𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝙳𝚛𝚞𝚌𝚔 "𝚐𝚎𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗" 𝚣𝚞 𝚠𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗 𝚘𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚐𝚎𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗 𝚣𝚞 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚋𝚎𝚗. đ™ŒđšŠđš—đšŒđš‘đš–đšŠđš• 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚎 𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚍𝚊𝚜. 𝙳𝚒𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚗𝚎 đ™»đš’đšŽđš‹đšŽ 𝚣𝚞𝚖 𝚂𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚋𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚋𝚜𝚝.

𝙳𝚒𝚎 đ™”đšŠÌˆđš‘đš’đšđš”đšŽđš’đš, 𝚜𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚒 𝚓𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚖 𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚂𝚊𝚝𝚣 𝚍𝚎𝚗 đ™ș𝚘𝚙𝚏 𝚣𝚞 𝚣𝚎𝚛𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚗.

đ™·đšŽđšžđšđšŽ 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚃𝚎𝚡𝚝𝚎 𝚟𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚎𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗 𝚒𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚛 𝚗𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚎 đš‚đšŒđš‘đš đšŠÌˆđšŒđš‘đšŽđš—.

𝚂𝚎𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚞𝚛, 𝚠𝚒𝚎 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚕 𝚖𝚒𝚛 𝚏𝚎𝚑𝚕𝚝.

𝚆𝚒𝚎 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚕 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚒𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎 đšŠđšžđšœđšđš›đšžÌˆđšŒđš”đšŽđš—.

𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚗, đ™ŒđšŽđšđšŠđš™đš‘đšŽđš›đš— 𝚔𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚖𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚗 đ™¶đšŽđšœđšŒđš‘đš’đšŒđš‘đšđšŽđš— 𝚒𝚗 𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚗 𝚂𝚘𝚐 𝚣𝚒𝚎𝚑𝚎𝚗.

đ™œđšžđš› 𝚖𝚒𝚛 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚋𝚜𝚝, 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚞𝚎 𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚊𝚜 𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚝 𝚣𝚞.

đ™¶đšŽđšœđšđšŽđš‘đšŽ 𝚖𝚒𝚛 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚝 𝚎𝚒𝚗, 𝚍𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚒𝚗 𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚜 đ™±đšžđšŒđš‘đš™đš›đš˜đš“đšŽđš”đš 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚝 đ™żđ™Žđ™Žđ™”đ™Žđ™ș𝚃 𝚜𝚎𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚜.

𝙳𝚊𝚜 𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚑𝚗𝚎 đš„Ìˆđš‹đšŽđš›đšŠđš›đš‹đšŽđš’đšđšžđš—đš, 𝚃𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛, đ™ș𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚔𝚝𝚞𝚛, đ™»đšŽđš”đšđš˜đš›đšŠđš 𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚊𝚜 - 𝚗𝚘𝚌𝚑 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚝 𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚑𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚝 𝚟𝚘𝚗 𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚑𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚜.



𝙾𝚗 𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚗 đ™Œđš˜đš–đšŽđš—đšđšŽđš— đš đšŠÌˆđš›' 𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝟿.

𝚂𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚋𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚊𝚛 𝚕𝚎𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚝.

đ™Ÿđš‘đš—đšŽ 𝙳𝚛𝚞𝚌𝚔.

𝙳𝚒𝚎 đ™¶đšŽđšœđšŒđš‘đš’đšŒđš‘đšđšŽ 𝚗𝚞𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝙾𝚍𝚎𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚐𝚎𝚗 đšžÌˆđš‹đšŽđš›đš‘đšŠđšžđš™đš 𝚊𝚖 đ™»đšŽđš‹đšŽđš—.

đ™»đšŽđš’đšŒđš‘đšđš’đšđš”đšŽđš’đš.

𝚃𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚣 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚉𝚠𝚎𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚗..

đ™”đš˜đš•đšđšŽđš— 𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚎.

đ™ŒđšŠđš—đšžđšœđšŒđš›đš’đš™đšđšŽ 𝚠𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚜𝚎𝚗

𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚉𝚠𝚎𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚕 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚐𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚕𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚝.

𝙾𝚌𝚑 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚋𝚎,

𝚎𝚐𝚊𝚕 𝚠𝚒𝚎 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚕 𝚎𝚜 𝚖𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚔𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚝.

𝚆𝚎𝚒𝚕 𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚎𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚋𝚎.

𝙳𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚜.

𝚆𝚒𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚞𝚝𝚎.

𝙮𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚎𝚋𝚎𝚗 𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚐.



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